I'll just take a shower, cause today there ain't no rain.
Don't need to be washing but I'll get clean all the same.
One advantage of the water falling is you won't see me crying.
I've got no reason if you ask why, and I don't feel like lying.
Life can be confusing and hormones just make is worse.
That's why being a teenager often feels like a curse.
I woke up past one today, something I still am not used to.
But today I didn't care, I had nothing planned to do.
I won't do much, won't even bother to brush my hair.
I guess today it's hard to bother, or to really care.
I do not know what I want, nor what makes me happy.
I don't know what I'm feeling; what makes it so crappy?
I am learning about what I don't know and the list is way too long.
Now I am wondering, how many things have I done wrong?