I fell in love with you
You had me thinking you felt the same
We laughed,
We kissed,
We smiled
I really believed in you
The one moment I let you in,
You threw me against a fence
I fell hard and you laughed
The moment I got over you, he kicked
I never wanted you to know
The heartbeat lessened with every decision
My mom betrayed me
Now my life I a prevention technique
The bar in my arm is proof
We still talk and hang out
But I won’t let it mean anything
Your smile sends shutters through my spine
Your laugh makes my stomach flop
Every time I see you, I think of Chad
That was going to be his name
He was going to have your smile,
Your eyes,
Your lips
And it made me love him so much more
Then you tell me that you were just really high
You said that you just wanted some a**
Well you got it
And it’s repercussions
You used me
And you got what you deserved
I lost everything
The day you used me :p