trapped

September 27, 2011
By StellaStar27 SILVER, Greenville, South Carolina
StellaStar27 SILVER, Greenville, South Carolina
7 articles 0 photos 0 comments

Favorite Quote:
“To me, “FEARLESS” is not the absence of fear. It’s not being completely unafraid. To me, FEARLESS is having fears. FEARLESS is having doubts. Lots of them. To me, FEARLESS is living in spite of those things that scare you to death. FEARLESS is falling madly in love again, even though you’ve been hurt before. FEARLESS is walking into your freshmen year of high school at fifteen. FEARLESS is getting back up and fighting for what you want over and over again… even though every time you’ve tried before, you’ve lost. It’s FEARLESS to have faith that someday things will change. FEARLESS is having the courage to say goodbye to someone who only hurts you, even if you can’t breathe without them. I think it’s FEARLESS to fall for your best friend, even though he’s in love with someone else. And when someone apologizes to you enough times for things they’ll never stop doing, I think it’s FEARLESS to stop believing them. It’s FEARLESS to say “you’re NOT sorry”, and walk away. I think loving someone despite what people think is FEARLESS. I think allowing yourself to cry on the bathroom floor is FEARLESS. Letting go is FEARLESS. Then, moving on and being alright…That’sFEARLESS too. But no matter what love throws at you, you have to believe in it. You have to believe in love stories and prince charmings and happily ever after. That’s why I write these songs. Because I think love is FEARLESS.”
― Taylor Swift


trapped
im in this room alone, lost i cant seem yo find my way out.
it is an empty room no one is here but me.
walls as white as snow.
but still i am trapped.
the room begins to fade into black.
i have lost sight of wrong and right.
i dont know where i am anymore
im alone so it seems a prisoner of my own.
i cry these tears as if they change the things ive done.
alone, my heart begins to sink.
i sit crunched up in a corner in this room.
i no longer know where i am.
i can no longer know weather the walls are black or white.
i try to think about the happiness i once felt.
but, the memories have left me now nowhere to be found.
tell myself to hold on.
there is nothing left to hold on to.
all hope is gone.
i think so hard to get out of this place.
alone, i cant stand this state of mind,
take me back Lord when you called me "mine".
how did i drift s o far away.
i used to feel your loving hands hold my fragile heart
now all i feel is the coldness at which is left.
i dont know who i am anymore.
i dont know the person ive become.
i know her but i dont understand her.
trapped in this room it grows smaller with every tear i cry.
then once i look up i start to see the light.
its not a room it is my mind.
ive thought so hard about wrong and right
but now all i see is that it has me trapped inside.
i try to let go of all of this but it just comes back.
i dont need help i need hope.
i need closer.
what i need is to stop and think.
no.
what i need is peace.
page after page i could write of pain
then ill crawl deeper into my hole
in to my train of thought
broken.
i will admit i am.
hope ill try to find.
somehow i manged to get trapped in my mind.

The author's comments:
when i wrote this i beilive iwas more vulerable than ever before.

Similar Articles

JOIN THE DISCUSSION

This article has 0 comments.



Parkland Book