trapped
im in this room alone, lost i cant seem yo find my way out.
it is an empty room no one is here but me.
walls as white as snow.
but still i am trapped.
the room begins to fade into black.
i have lost sight of wrong and right.
i dont know where i am anymore
im alone so it seems a prisoner of my own.
i cry these tears as if they change the things ive done.
alone, my heart begins to sink.
i sit crunched up in a corner in this room.
i no longer know where i am.
i can no longer know weather the walls are black or white.
i try to think about the happiness i once felt.
but, the memories have left me now nowhere to be found.
tell myself to hold on.
there is nothing left to hold on to.
all hope is gone.
i think so hard to get out of this place.
alone, i cant stand this state of mind,
take me back Lord when you called me "mine".
how did i drift s o far away.
i used to feel your loving hands hold my fragile heart
now all i feel is the coldness at which is left.
i dont know who i am anymore.
i dont know the person ive become.
i know her but i dont understand her.
trapped in this room it grows smaller with every tear i cry.
then once i look up i start to see the light.
its not a room it is my mind.
ive thought so hard about wrong and right
but now all i see is that it has me trapped inside.
i try to let go of all of this but it just comes back.
i dont need help i need hope.
i need closer.
what i need is to stop and think.
no.
what i need is peace.
page after page i could write of pain
then ill crawl deeper into my hole
in to my train of thought
broken.
i will admit i am.
hope ill try to find.
somehow i manged to get trapped in my mind.