Certain Sunshine

By , Peru, NY
I believe in certain sunshine
A very close friend of mine
We thrived in my head
And made killing fields dead

Now I believe in deadly depression
A relative of mine own suppression
We fought and I won
I conquered the sun

But you eat my friends
And tears you send
I now mostly cry
Because I want to say goodbye

My life is filled with decadence
Most anxiety and pressure since
I was thirteen and quite ignorant
Growing naïve and quite despondent

Now I dream of suicide
Perhaps hanging or cyanide
“For Madmen Only”
Of happiness phony





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PrincessBubblegum said...
Nov. 28, 2011 at 11:30 pm
I'm sorry for you feeling so sad. I've been there before. If things are still bad, I hope they get better for you truly. This was great, I loved the emotion.
 
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