They all tell me I'm sorry it'll get better but the truth is it won't I'll feel this pain till the day I die and it will only get worse wondering if he is thinking about me because I think about him every second of every minute of every hour of every day the PAIN is so much but I cannot show how much it hurts me i have to be strong because they tell me he didn't deserve me but how I see it is I wasn't good enough for him they see me smile and laugh but inside I'm screaming and crying wanting him back but when I see him and talk to him i smile as he asks me how I am and all the words of how I feel go to the tip of my tongue but instead I say


I'm fine