Funny thing is that i dont care anymore. it doesn't hurt anymore, i don't feel that pang when i see him anymore. It's like im numb from it, use to it, falling back into what scared me the most. And all for what?.... a boy. And for what kind of boy? One who plays the field, keeps his options open, doesn't give you the straight answers you want. At the same time making you feel special, wanted, and important. All in all you know the truth..... your not the only one, just one of many.