its like you were never here
you abandoned me as an infant
the proof of your existence
lies within the pictures
my reflection
is a bittersweet sight
i look exactly like the woman in the pictures..

i touch the mirror
hoping my reflection will come to life

i miss you
how can i miss someone i never knew
there isn't even a single picture of you and me

your death haunts me
i long to be with you
Ive contemplated suicide
even attempted it
but yet
I'm still here
and your forever gone

i have no reason to lIve this life
because , without you by my side ,
i have no life.