Sitting here in a room,
surrounded by my friends,
people that I barely know,
where the fun never ends,
somehow I feel so alone,
like no one else is here,
I feel like I am trapped,
but there is nothing here to fear,
yet the pain just will not stop,
it will not go away,
I need to find a reason,
yet I don't know what to say,
my mind is filled with doubt,
my dreams are filled with fear,
my fists begin to shake,
and my eyes fill with tears,
I will find a way to end this,
I will learn to feel less pain,
I am on my way to no where,
so I will just run away...