Isn't it so much fun

to stare down the barrel of a loaded gun?

to see the silent goodbyes

in your steel cold eyes.

I wont stop dying

I wont stop crying

Forever will I keep on lying.

Forever will I want you here.

Staying out of the moonlight

I continue to hide my face.

And down I go

Because i tried so hard

And still I dance alone.

Once more we'll love

Once more we'll laugh

Once more we'll scream

Is it better off this way?

Never again.

Then We'll never love again.

and we'll never laugh again.

Is it better off this way?

I gave you the keys to the gates of my heart.

And as i walk the night alone

I'm still begging you to stay.

You're the one that I need.

I'm the one that you loved

And it showed

By the kiss you gave

before you walked away

and abandoned my life

like sanity and happiness deserted my head.

And now every starlight reminds me of you

Every firework brings me to tears

I wish you were near me,

Wish you could hear me.