I'm alone again. Sitting here on my porch watching the rain take away the fire from the torch. I'm loved and feel no pain, so tell me why I'm here again, thinking this way. Looking for something, anything to take this pain away. If i can just get through today, maybe finally I will see all the ways you love me. I need to accept the fact your here but I can't. I still feel so alone, whenever you call my phone. Something in your voice says you don't have a choice. Neither do I. I have no alibi. I live day by day, on this road, where its going I do not know, but the only thing that matters is that your going down this long road with me hand in hand to help me stand, to help me heal, to make me feel real. And since your the only thing that is there I have no where to go, except with you and your sinning ways, let's just hope I can make it through this purple haze.
September 5, 2011