I miss you so much, every minute of everyday. People say death is life but its not because your not living. The clocks keep turning yet nothings moving;time is still and my head wont stop spinning. I regret not spending all the seconds I wasted with you, now I cant. It hurts to cry because I know you wouldn't want me to be upset but its hard when you were such a big part of my life. Of me.
Looking down and smiling.
September 4, 2011