in this moment, i am breathing
in this moment, my heart is beating
in this moment, i have self destructive tendencies 
in this moment, i may not believe in me
but i do believe in you 
in this moment, i am finding hope
in this moment, i am not afraid…as much
in this moment, i am not lost
i am being found
in this moment, i can see light
in this moment, it is hard
in this moment, it can all change
in this moment, i might go back to square one
but in this moment, its the farthest i’ve ever gone, the place i’ve never been
and it must get better from here…
its all i have left
and maybe its all i need…
no matter how many times i fall..