Dear Ashley,
Look at me. Look at my pain. Ashley, look at the tears that stain my face! Don't run. Don't try to turn away. The shattered remains of my heart will always be yours, even when you were the one to break them. Ashley tell me what you see when you look at me? Try to tell me you don't see the things I feel. But you won't will you? You won't look. Won't care. Won't stop trying to throw me off existence and cripple my soul until there is nothing left. I know you Ash, and you won't stop. I'll take your hits, your insults, your hate. But Ashley.......?
I love you.