Open my book and all you’ll see,
Is me winding up and down through this journey.
I want what I can never have,
& I throw away what I’ve always had.

I make up excuses to be near him,
I find ways to touch him.
I don’t let anyone see through,
That all I ever wanted was you.

You’re the one I always hated,
You’re the one I couldn’t stand to be around.
But the times have changed,
My views have rearranged,
And all I think about is you,
All I want is you.

I know I’ll wake up one day,
And I’ll hear you say:
I make up excuses to be near you,
I find ways to touch you.
I never let you see through,
Cause all I ever wanted was you.