I don’t like summer but I love the sun, I don’t like the winter but I had fun in the snow, hate rainy days but enjoy the feeling of the water rubbing on my face, hate walking but love the wind which often takes my sadness and thoughts away. Normally hate change and don’t like surprises but love the autumn season. I am a puzzle with symptoms of bipolar, simple and selfish, peaceful and rebellious. Ungrateful, never complete, dreamy, lazy, boring and after all just... Human. I have never found true friends rather loneliness is my friend. I have never loved but instead fantasy. I hate when people criticize me but I don’t watch my words when I do criticize. I believe in mermaids, aliens, witches or maybe not. I hate the fat but I love to eat. Don’t tolerate my mother but would give my life for her. I don’t like people but cannot live without them. Having been yet in love or rather I try to think so, had already taste the feeling of a broken heart, 24 hours a day feeling lonely with so many people around. I'm not bipolar... I am the person who things you, feels, hears you and loves you. I am your disease and your my medicine, I don’t like you but yet miss you, I have no sense nor reason but on the edge of insanity hoping you will save me. Understandably I'm crazy about you.
Mistakenly thinking of you
August 16, 2011