Abandonment

By , Santa Barbara, CA
She left
She's gone
How could she do this
She knows this is wrong

No goodbyes
She doesn't care
I hope she dies
This isn't fair

I'm in tears
She's free to go
I hate myself
I hope she knows

Burning again
No stopping it now
She's the cause
She broke her vows

I wish I could die
I think I should leave
It seems like the world might be better
Without me

Knives to wrists
So close to being free
I can't do it though
Not to the people that love me

So here I am
Tears down my cheeks
Shutting down
Closing my eyes
Hoping to be found





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SweetLove3 said...
Aug. 13, 2011 at 7:00 pm
This is absolutely amazing writing. And I can relate so much. People have left me in the past, and even now that I have found my void in life, life is still harsh. I have gone through the same emotions that you portray in this piece. Keep writing...cuz ur good.
 
EnigmaticBeing replied...
Aug. 15, 2011 at 4:56 pm

I'm so glad you could relate to this piece... I wasn't sure if I wanted to post it because of how close it is to my heart but I'm glad I did. I won't ever stop writing.

 

 
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