i feel so alone.. i hold in my tears all day, then poor them out at night. i hide my tear stained face with make up. and put on a fake smile so no one knows whats wrong. they see the sadness in my eyes, and they know whats wrong. i miss the person that i loved so much. and who i told everything to.. Then you leave and don't talk to me for a while, then talk to me and act like nothing ever happened.. i just don't care anymore.. i feel so alone. nothing ever matters anymore .