Heart of a Fool

June 3, 2011
I'm just simply disapointed. I don't know any other word to describe it.
Like any stupid girl, I went and got my heart stomped on again.
It's just such a damn shame.
I literally turn down every guy that comes my way,
and the one time I decide to let someone in, it happens.
Yeah, I'm beautiful.
I deserve to be happy too.
You can't lose one this good.
Yeah, whatever . . .
It doesn't matter what I say, you just don't care.
It's not possible to make you care.
You don't talk to me in two weeks, and then all of a sudden you apoligize.
Yeah, you're so sorry.
You shouldn't have treated me like that.
You hope it's not to late.
Yeah, whatever . . .
The very next day, you continue to ignore me.
Another week passes by, not a word from you.
The sad part is I almost believed you.
Luckily I didn't.
I fellt it in the beginning.
With all the things you were saying, I knew something had to go wrong.
Feeling that good never lasts more than a few days with me.
Why does the phrase 'You always want what you can't have',
have to control my life?
It's insanity.
&& now you're the perfect example of why I'm always alone.
Too bad you're a secret, and that's all you'll ever be.
A dirty little secret. . . that could've, but never made a difference.
I know eventually, you'll realize your mistake.
&& I'll have no choice, but to forgive you.
Ahh, lucky me, with the heart of a fool.

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