My hearts and open wound that refuses to mend. It's hard to face myself knowing your lying in that bed. Your eyes remained closed and my heart continues to bleed. Your going to be alright I say, but the voice inside says your never going to be the same. I wrap myself in everything that is you and try and shut out the pain of knowing that I've lost you. Your everything to me and I can't handle all this guilt and shame for the past mistakes I've made. In the end I know I'm the farthest from your mind and it leaves me feeling dead inside. You were always the one who had the kinder heart. My heart always was the one that had it filled with bitter cold and hatred sorrow. Someday you'll come back and I'll have my closure but my heart will break when I know its offically over.
I've Lost You
July 20, 2011