My Deepest Darkest Secret?
I'm terrified
I'm scared
I'm a wreck
I'm shattered
I'm broken
And I can't fix it.

I can't deal with my
Future
And my past
It haunts me
Plagues me
Torments me.

I can only find peace
In my dreams.

I'm petrified that one day,
One day it will all be
Too much
And I'll seek Sweet solace
From the only place that is
Questionably positive.

One day I'll yearn for the
Ultimate
Permanent
Dream.

But that's not what really
Terrorizes me.

What scares me is that
The idea isn't that
Far-fetched.

It's taken root in my mind
And I fear that there's only one way
To get rid of it.

To succumb.