I tear through every emotion
Until I get to anger
Punching walls
My throbbing knuckles,
But I don't care
I'm too furious to pay attention
My emotions are too fierce
They're taking control
I'm losing my MIND
People's words
People's actions
They rip through my brain
My heart, my body, my soul
I can feel my raging hot blood
Pump through my fingers
My stomach, my legs
Next, a huge knot forms in my throat
I want to scream, but I know I can't
I want to cry, but I'm too tough
My body shakes
I can't write one word even if I tried
My eyes dart everywhere
Looking for an escape
Avoiding eye contact
Even if you look in my eyes, do you see the hurt
I THINK NOT !!
NOT EVEN MY CRY FOR HELP ?!?!
You don't see it...not at all ?
So guess what....I...give....up