Pain'ted smile on my plastic face
I show no emotions
i am a disgrace
i wanna shout it out but
i am too afraid of the consequences
of my never ending rage
it simply gets buried down
my stomach
taste the bitter after taste
physically and emotionally drained
but my act pleases everyone
treat me like garbage as you please
forr
i am nothing...
i deserve nothing great
only anger,
and
hate
kill me

with your looks and
your assumptions

forr nobody cares or understands

yeah,,,
life ain't fair but


forr me its worse
no matter how much i try i still cannot be
happy
i have no purpose

almost no will
to go on

whats the point for being here??

I only disappoint
and

accomplish nothing

if i were dead....
at least,
i wouldn't
let anyone down......

i wish...
i could LIVE
in the ground.


Sleep eternally,
close my eyes and wish

i couldn't see....
anymore.
but,


i don't want to be blind.
i want to end this strife...
END MY PUTRID LIFE