I try to convince myself everything is alright.
You should have been there for me.
In those moments of darkness,
The moments of weakness.
That will make my heart ache.
My soul is going to break.
I keep my hands near my heart,
to keep my heart from falling apart.
i try my best,
to hide all the pain in my life.
If only you were there.
Even if it was all night.
This won't be the last day.
This can't be the only way.
If only you could see though my eyes.
My cold touch kills everything,
but not you when I have a good hold on you.
I called for help,
but you just distance yourself.
I can't go on like this.
Why do you run from me?
Is it because you can't take the pain.
I need you.
Without your help, I'm lost in this red sea.
Now I have no one else to talk to.
no one else that would understand.