Who exactly is me?
And what exactly do I want to be?
These stupid, childish words I write
Will not get me through my life.
Why was I put here on this earth?
It seems I am nothing but a curse.
I am nothing to everyone and something to no one
I tried, I failed, I give up, I'm done.
I walk around, letting everyone down
And I can't hide anything behind this frown.
It will not help by talking it out
Nothing will help, I have no doubt.
I cannot cry, yet I cannot smile
Others say I'm acting like a child.
Why can't everyone around me see
That this, this is really me.
That I am nothing, nothing at all
Just a beautiful disaster watching herself fall.