It makes me laugh inside when I think about how you promised to always be there. Then left. How you promised to never break me, and left me dying on the floor. How you promised to love me forever, when forever was so short. How I wanted to be with you, now I despise every second I'm around you. How you said no matter what, you'd catch me when I fall, and I fell flat on my ass. It makes me laugh, so aggravated, it makes me cry, so completely, knowing I'll never get anything. Why even speak words such as these, when everything I need to hear you say is truth and you feed lies? What's in love, if love is lost and never found? What's to say, when I know I love you?
July 10, 2011