I...I was crushed when I heard that I lost you, I cried so much for the weeks to come, A hole in my heart formed and its still there. I cried when I said goodbye to you, I've never been so broken. As the days went by the wounds began to heal, until of course I heard the words that I never expected, I was stunned I couldn't believe it. I was so stunned that it even halted my emotions towards you, it felt like I was being lied to the entire time, even now i don't know how to feel about this all. All I can say is....goodbye.
July 5, 2011