July 1, 2011
By Elaine1 SILVER, New Port Richey, Florida
Elaine1 SILVER, New Port Richey, Florida
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Favorite Quote:
"I love what I do and do what I love" "Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game" "Tell me something I don't know"

Sometimes I lay in my bed thinking of what could've been, sometimes thinking of things I shouldn't have done thinking of things I could have done better.

Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I put myself through this
torture? Why don't I stop while I am ahad?

I keep letting myself gon on and on and on and on, not speeding up or slowing down just keeping at the pace- Just moving on and doing my own thing.

Why... why do I try to prove myself to everybody? Why do I do the things I do why Dont I think of things I could have dont; things I should have done. Thing you and I coud have done nd shold have done?

Why don't I think of anyone but myself? I ruly that selfcentered that I wuld'nt put you first?
Why? Why? Why?
Why do I do the things I do?

The author's comments:
I used to feel like everything was my fault adn I have to prove myself to everyone or they would jusge me wrongly and everything but that was 3 years ago so read comment let me know what you thin thank you.

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on Sep. 16 2011 at 12:12 pm
LiveLoveMusic SILVER, Torrington, Wyoming
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Favorite Quote:
"Dont be afraid for I am with you always."

I know exactly how feel. I know that feeling late at night where your mind is racing and you cant sleep. I know  the guilt and the hurt. I know.


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