Fake It

June 1, 2011
I am a girl,
who is confused.
In a world too big for her taste.
I am ugly.
But what is pretty?
Who decides?

I smile,
I laugh when you taunt me,
like nothing is wrong.
But behind the mask,
I am dying inside,
curling up,
with no dignity
and no faith.
Like a lost child,
crying for its mother,

I hate my life,
but am willing to live,
for the sparse light of love,
that passes by soon enough,
until I am once again eaten,
by the darkness
of loneliness.

I am screaming,
to you,
my diary.
You just don’t know it.
You just don’t know me.
You don’t care.
But I love you anyway.
Its the way it has to be.
Its the way it is.

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Aspen said...
Jul. 15, 2011 at 2:23 pm
Good job!! I really hope this poem gets into the mag
ninjadragon56 This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Jun. 29, 2011 at 10:41 pm
Beautiful poem! Very sad but beautiful. As are you! :3
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