Lying there, crying every night in my bed
Thinking about all these crazy things rolling around in my head
My sisters are calling my name
They just found out there world won't ever be the same
But i keep walking, in fact, I'm running away
Because I'm scared myself and I don't know what to say
Bombs dropping, guns blazing
The words hit me so fast my mind is dazing
The pain is just too real, like my brain is being amputated
No morphine to conceal what I feel
My world is spinning around
The pieces are hitting the ground
I'm digging, searching for a place to hide
But it's too late, I'm strapped in, I can't stop this ride
People say pain is a part of life, a part of living
But is it really living if my heart has stopped beating and is no longer living
I lay there, tears rolling down my face
Still running this unending race
Breath gone, no longer there
It's internal warfare