pulverized the right to idolize with a pertinent design, definite enough to visualize the potent lies of a smothered demise. stabilized the factors of a demobilized sacrifice. rotten with the scars of a mesmerized compromise. still i cannot find. search through the ocean of bottled up cries. yet still tainted with the residue of unwanted surprise. granted the one wish of everything i want in life i can only find the one thing i scrutinize. notify everything on my list , unfortunaly i specialize. im worthy of anything except for what i fantasize.