How do you get rid of something,
That is impossible to forget?
Each memory lingers on,
Like the aftereffects of a drug

The pain is unbearable
I need to let go
If I ever want to be happy again
But still, it wont let go

It keeps its black fist clenched
With no other purpose than to puncture my heart,
I try to break free,
But i don't want to forget

The more i try to rid myself of it,
A new memory surfaces
Bringing me pain to know
How joyful i once was

The promises went without remembrance
The words came forth without meaning
And now, I cant tell
How much of it was real?

My mind creates unrealistic scenarios
And brings feelings I cannot explain
And I'm starting to wonder,
Will i ever be the same?