I first met you thinking you were different like me. When you agreed to date me, not even knowing me personally I was smitten. But eventually I caught you in your lie. But I was to blame because I let you slip away unintentionally. I was blinded by your love and did not notice that I had suffocated you, not giving you room to breathe. I thought I was doing my best, buying you gifts, writing to you from the heart, and giving every ounce of love I had to you and yet it was not enough. I'm sorry I'll never be perfect enough for you or anyone. But, I am sorry only for you because you will never see that my indifference is what makes me unique and what makes me strong. The love I gave to you shall never be replaced but of what love I do have left I intend to use.
May 20, 2011