Depressed
And sad.

I want to go to bed and wake up
To find this is all a dream,
A nightmare.

Morning comes and nothing has changed.
Other people don't seem to understand,
The pain I am facing,
What a struggle it is to pretend
The smile on my face is real.

It feels like I am suffocating
Slowly drowning in a sea of problems.
People say " It will get better"
Or " Let's hope for the best"
But I turn around and realize
It has already been 5 years.
People said it would get better
When in reality it only became worse.
I am at a dead end.
Don't know what to do.

The world keeps spinning faster
I feel like I am falling
Helplessly falling through the air
Not knowing how hard
The earth I land on
Will be.