Doing it



and not thinking,








even a little bit,










so now you’re sinking.

Having the baby,





and not knowing











if you can raise it daily.

Killing her,




not even knowing if you’re sure.









Thrown away,


Like it’s trash from the other day.

Giving him away,






not even giving it a day.






As if he can be passed along like a toy.









Closing your eyes,






and hoping all of your









worries will go away, as you tell yourself all of these lies.

Think,

as if your life







could change in a blink.