If this is supposed to help heal my wounds,
it’s failing.
Three weeks now
Was it?
Three weeks or so.
She broke up with me
And then you moved.
She upped and left me
So did you.
What’s worse?
The pain of her absence
Or the fact that yours hurts me less?
You’re my father
What a bother
That we should be closer, and
Get together more.
Charlotte, North Carolina
600 miles away
I’m here in Fowlerville, Michigan.
Fowlerville, Michigan,
One and a half miles away
She’s stuck with me, here to stay
Stuck by me
To trouble me so
With heartache, longing
Crap to my soul.
One and a half miles away
Her heart is still right by mine
Even as she pulls away
I feel this love, still; deep, divine.
Why does she pull?
Why does she pull away?
What is best for us both?
I still yet disagree
That a break-up is what’s best
For her
And me.
What is best for me?
Moving on is more troublesome
Then if I were to just let me be;
Then if I were to just linger,
Melancholy
Your moving should be making this harder.
Barely, Father.
Still, I am drained only by the absence of her touch.
Her hand in mine…
Her lips on mine…
Her willing loving heart, loving so divine
Necessary To me,
Is her breath
Breathing in mine as I breathe in hers, too,
Faces close
Lovers closer
Closer than the beautiful petals to their stem
The stem to his leaves
Or its roots.
“She is essential to my being,”
My happiness is aware
And he also knows that he would not exist
If she were never there.
If she leaves, forever,
Permanently
I’m alone in this world.
Desolate.
Where is she?
What of when she said I was all that could make her happy?
What about when she told me that the thought of life without me
Just made her sick?
What about those times when I felt that she was neglecting me
Only to learn that that thought was pissing her off
Because, in all truth,
She was actually only trying to get me
To follow her off?
Somewhere in some other land
Our brains would always be.
Lovers,
In a great, fun adventure,
With no girl would I rather be.
With no girl would I rather be.

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