Crushed under the truth
Hidden by leaves of lies
Were float the venom
That is consuming me inside
Conquering every ounce of me
But I fall under the pressure
Of my sinking heart
Every look at her
Is sharp time consuming passionate
I hold her in my arms
There weak but she ignores it
Pretends that I can never let go
I breathe her in
Lay my head on hers
My lips gently meet her forehead
Curious for more
But afraid of denial I hold back
The consistency of the routine
Suicide
The gentle secrets they whispers
But why do mines choke
Lay in the back of my throat
No matter how much I scrape
My pouring heart now empty
I wrench was is left in it
Fill my guts with venom
A maelstrom now raging
Cleaning my throat
Every word is ejected
Flying like it was born to
I wish I could take all back
Consume it rush it back up inside
Bottle it up and seal it forever
Just for the look on her face
The injustice she is about to make
The wrong she wishes she never saw
The evil eyes that coerce her to kill
The poor soul lay at her feet
For every word ejected
The rejection bounces off
No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No No
Followed by the pitiful “I’m sorry”