Definition Of Pain

This is the definition of pain:
Pain is terrible miracle
Pain scars
Like an unerasable memory
My pain is a depressing story
My pain controls me
I can hear it pounding in my ear
And I know you can feel it
You can feel it like the rain
Quiet, but still there
On the window pane
I hate feeling this way
Neglected and suffering
Everyday being emotionally abused
By You.