The pain is fading.
The numbness disappearing.
My frozen heart slowly coming back to life.
The rhythm flowing blood to every aspect of me.
I regain strength and control over my limbs.
I'm awakening from my broken heart.
It seemed like it happened years ago but just a week has bypassed me.
I feel the tinge of sadness my heart still holds.
I know I loved him.
But he didn't love me.
I've wasted my time on someone useless.
And I've paid my price.
Now it's my time to heal.
To get revenge.
But I can't harm him.
He's to dear to me.
I can live with my broken heart but I'd die if he
disappeared for good.
So here goes.
I'm going to live without him.
I'm going to move on.
I'm going to try to clear every aspect of him from my mind.
And I'm going to become whole again.