That's me

I am bubbly,
I know how to control it
I am shy,
I don’t talk to anyone
I am in a quandary,
I let it get the best of me
I am brown haired,
blue eyed

That’s me

I was mellifluous
until I met you
I was happy
Before you broke my heart
I was in love,
but you loved her

That was me

I was a virago
I lost it screaming
My back was turgid
When you stabbed me in the back
You judged me
Looking supercilious everyday

That’s how you lost me

I’m stronger than you ever thought I’d be
You can look but you won’t see the girl I used to be
Cause she,
She is so gone.