I awoke in pain and agony.
My heart, melting like plastic in 500 degree fires.
You left me there feeling
alone and unwanted...
hurt and distrusted.
Not knowing if I would ever see you again.
I searched for months to find you and was torn thinking you didn't love me.
Falling apart like a broken puzzle.
Horrible nightmares awake me...every night I cry.
Destroying myself at the thought of you not here with me...not holding me like you used to every night.
Abandoning every hope, every want...abandoning love and what I thought it meant.
You left me there wanting to die...
It was all just a dream, and yet I still feel broken.