when i wake up, his face, runs through my mind when everything mattered most he destroyed my every feeling of happiness, why wont you just stop haunting me? maybe someday i will be okay but not today not right now, right now im losing my mind.. wont someone help me? I tried to be strong for everyone around me but, there comes a time when all i can do is break. He never understood what he did to me, & if he did he never cared. Why did you do this matthew? We used to be so close... then you destroyed my trust in you. when i wake up all i can do is see what you do to me & i just wanna die all the time why wont you understand what your doing & change.