I live to die
and I die to live
I eat when hungry
and drink when I thirst
I have no passion
no conviction
life eludes me
as death hath forsaken me
time an illusion man has created
binds us by numbers
days and years
we each find solace in something
many with out a care
rules and code for the wicked
many sick and twisted
choke on not living and choke on not dying
what path lies for the good
with fear as well as faith
we drown
I have a taste
a taste in my mouth you see
it makes me want to die and yet i know its not time
pain and pleasure mean nothing
in measures life for me
means nothing you see
I long to embrace the fate of death
but I dampen myself so
family won't know
I am sane
I am insane
I am caged
yet I fight nothing even in this stage
I count out of fear
I count out of happiness
days till my pain
will be erased
I am sane
for I do not fear death
I am insane because I fear feelings
I am numb to every thing
Can I find one thing to make me feel?