The hate lurks within. Just waiting to spring up and attack. It doesn't show itself all the time but i know its there. I have to be careful, i have to watch what i do sure i don't let the beast out. there's time where i black out and i can't remember anything that happens. I know the monster, the hellish demon wants out. Every time i get a little angry i can feel it rising up in my stomach. It wants out it wants to attack. It wants to get out and destroy this world i live in. ruin all my progress. every day its a struggle to keep the beast inside.
May 24, 2011