Admire

Her laugh is simple, gentle, warm
Mine is loud, annoying, violent
Her hands are tan, but flawless
Mine are pale, and cut from torment
Envious is what I feel
Blue eyes, blonde hair, thin body, flat chest
I am not so lucky
Gold eyes, black hair, curvy, definitely not flat
You say you admire my work
I think I admire your beauty
You don't know
And you won't ever
Get to find out