I'm hiding behind closed doors,
I'm hiding something behind my eyes.
The pain and disbelief I feel.
All the unspoken sighs.
So this glimmer in the darkness,
Could it be what I was searching for?
Will it be something I can hold onto?
Or something I will ignore?
I need answers from him,
I need questions to stop coming.
I need to reach out and not be afraid.
I know all this and I'm still running.
Can't catch my breath, tripping over my feet,
For I've been running for so long.
What am I going to meet?
Dead ends or no ends?
Heart breaks or heart aches?
True people or just fakes?
Somebody tell me about the glimmer in the darkness.
For which I've been searching for.