The world we made and knew so well, just came rolling down on me. I don’t know what really happened when I was not there. I know the words I say will never make it ok. The look you use to love no longer works. The way nothing can move on any more. there is no way anyone can look back, the way we had put ourselves out there we know this should have happen sooner than now. We might have started this but now it just feels I am the only one not holing on any more, just let go now.