It's hard for me to see your pain

the pain you hide from everyone else

I know your telling me to try to help you

But i dont think i know how you feel.

The drugs are tearing you apart and luckily you realized.

I may not be able to talk to you but atleast im dealing.

Your the only one who knows how i feel perfectly.

I am sorry for all the secrets that i had to keep.

I didn't want to lie but i thought the bond between my cousin and i was stronger then ours.

I was wrong! I didn't want to stop talking to you but i have to.

I can't have you hating me forever.

Because ethier way there will still always be those lies