Why should I miss this?
This pain, this suffering
These feelings of loneliness
These feelings of being an outcast
This thought of being a punching bag
This feeling of being a stepping stool
This feeling of not being wanted
This feeling of being drug along
-the feeling of sadness
This feeling like I’m a ghost
Those feelings, those thoughts
You brought them on, you caused this
Why do I keep coming back to this?
This pain, this suffering
Is this worth it, these feelings?
Why hang on? Because of love? These other feelings?
Because I still love you, I feel like I can’t live without you
Because I miss you, everything about you
I hold on for the hope that it will get better
Yet it seems to only get worse
I hang of for the thought of a brighter future
So you tell me should I miss this?