I'm so tired

With the pain
With the disappointment
With the pressure
With the expectations
With the work
With the embarrassment
With the favors
With the critics
With those sad, dark clouds
With the betrayal
With the trust I build to people who only hurt me
With those who can't see my full potential
With those who think I'm not good enough
With those who look down on me
With the fear everything will collapse around me
With the war
With the hate
With the suffering
With the evil I can't do anything to stop
With knowing the ones I love have to feel pain too
With worrying about everything little thing
With trying to make everything perfect even though it can't be
With the judgement

I'm just so tired...